BadxRain

Paternal Dear young man,     I hope you know that you are not these lost girls' angel. You are not the band aid to cover the wound that their father left behind. Your smile and your embrace are not to be what finally gives them the comfort that their father never placed a single box of under the tree. Your conversations are not to replace the mornings on the dock. Those conversations of Pa and daughter. Young man you are not to become their father, nor are you to replace their father. You are to be you, and they are to grow. Maybe they can grow through your love, but not through your paternal nature. -(a.e.m.) 2016

    Last night you and I verbally explored the depths of our hearts pouring our selves in the dark but we kept innocence. Last night we were drunk off our days together so we let everything just hang out. Holding nothing back. Last night the floods of compassionate seas rolled off our faces relentlessly, suddenly and then all at once our damns broke. Last night concrete armored hearts shed their armor leaving them vunarable submitting them in to the dark to find one another, touching in a different way. Last night was the best night of the my life and we hadn't moved a inch. Still we explored every inch last night. (a.e.m.) 2014

                Don't Look!                Look Away!    To the people; why is this all I hear about other people today. People when you holler 'don't look' what is honestly so bad that you'd purposely  keep me in the the dark, then later leave them for me to wonder why and what to do with something that I've known nothing about. People generally don't like in that of what they do not know. Is that what happened to the people?    To the people who screech 'look away!' What is so awful that just the mere glance of them makes you give them more attention then they would've ca

Dramatic mon: come home    Jessica: Mam? Yes I came to see Andrew Burningham. He's over here? Okay thanks. Andrew, Andrew are you awake? Oh...of course not. At least the heart monitor is still going Uhh... where to start, can you even hear me? No probably can't. You know while I'm here. I want to say something even if you cannot hear me; still saying it to you might make me feel better. I-w I want to know why? Why did you do it? Everyone wants to know why! Some of us even think it is our fault...even me. With those emerald eyes and those lips always turned upright, no one would've guessed that you do this, I sure didn't. I guess that's the

     The tips of your fingers are like sun beams dancing across my skin, as you guide your hands for a warm embrace. You come closer to me so gracefully like the sun forever settling in the sky. I'm standing still, basking in the temperate glow that is simply all of you. Your lips gave my cheeks a sunburn shortly after you kissed them. I may go blind if I keep staring at you, but I don't care. Love is blind anyways; and even if I go blind from your radiant beauty I could still everyday feel those soothing warm breezes that blow onto my neck. Badxrain,2014

     My skin feels so bare without your arms around it. My lips feel so unused when not pressed against yours. My vision feels wasted if I am not looking into your eyes, my voice misused when not speaking to you. Words are only left unsaid when not spoken for you. My world means nothing if it is not you that I can share it with. For you are my everything; my love.  Badxrain, 2014

  With hair caped of gold; eyes mirroring the skies. Skin although slew with one to many seams feels as though silk. I am considered an angel. Voice lulling the restless, body confidently curved. Lips plumed stained with coral. I am considered an Angel. But where is these angel's wings. Oh that is right they were long torn off. Leaving me bleeding. Stuck to the ground unable to fly above. My halo became a choker, choking me out. Badxrain, 2014